Thursday, April 12, 2018

#30in30 2018, Day 9: The Middle of Nowhere

This feels like the middle of nowhere
Stuck in this space
This place
Knowing I can’t fall down
But scared I’ll never rise up
Have I gotten comfortable?
Have I accepted things will be
This way forever and never change?
I don’t know when I got used to apathy

My many missions and my ambition
All fell away
Will I always stay
Consistent only at being ordinary
If I want more,
Will my spirit get broken like before?
I like the safety of it all
But if I’m always afraid to fall,
If I make peace in the middle of nowhere 
And there’s a better me out there somewhere, 
I may never get there

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